A prolonged silence between us two.

Your recent love story has ended, its just you.

Late night texts makes you more than a friend.

I wonder if it will be you and I in the end.

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Late night emptiness, weight on my shoulder.

The timing was off, our love began to smoulder.

Our ways haven’t changed and we’re getting older.

Time progresses, this hollow heart has never been colder.

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My current dreams are filled with nostalgia.

Back in the day before the corruption of bulimia.

Before the very first cut and the pill popping.

Right at the brink of the nightmares stopping.

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Its been one year since I’ve gone knife deep.

Life got easy, but this hill has become steep.

Lifeless and cryptic, can’t call this a home.

Oh but of course, I’ve never felt so alone.

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I feel like crying but I don’t know why.

Couldn’t be any happier, head in the sky.

Turns black, I’m sinking, guess I couldn’t fly.

Ground I’m soon to hit, yeah I can use a good cry.

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I don’t know who or what I need.

This craving, hunger, I need to feed.

Snort this here, throw up there.

I need to cut but I don’t know where.

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You’ve grown tired, weep and weary.

This gutted feeling has become quite eerie.

Through thick and thin, I was always there.

My time has come, it’s like you don’t even care.

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These streets are strangely vacant.

Your face, its beauty was radiant.

You couldn’t do this, couldn’t stay.

I stood and watched you walk away.

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Sunrise, morning time, rub my rested eyes.

Stretch away the sleep, countdown till the sighs.

Dream world had me at a state of bliss, exploring mars.

Reality hits with the same old sting, I forgot about my scars.

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Morning, sun is up, flooded with dysania.

My mind is in a constant state of mania.

You’re not here, but what else is new?

I fell asleep crying, if you only knew.

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This sunken ship is quite desolate, it carries no souls.

All I feel is this huge burning and gaping hole.

Although I’ve gotten up I’m sure I’ll just fall.

I really do hate myself, but then again don’t we all?

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Those dark days have come to an end.

I have found someone I can call a friend.

The dark and gloomy sky is finally clear.

But please tell me, where do I go from here?

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Bad things happen, but who knows why.

I’m over it, I really shouldn’t cry.

All those thoughts weren’t left behind.

It’s kind of funny, everyone thinks I’m fine.

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I wanted control, to ease my mind.

I had been robbed, soon become blind.

The cut was deep, it wasn’t enough.

The pain subsided, things were still tough.

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You’re happy now, oh yeah that’s great.

The fog has vanished, you found a mate.

My time will come, I don’t feel down.

Just please ignore my subtle frown.

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